Thinking about it makes me sad but happy at the same time. But I'm not here to get all senti about leaving High school and stuff..

bACkstroke... It was good! All  the preperations that took forever was worth it. Cutting nets, sewing them together with wire, putting them up, panicking about not having enough tables, screwed floor plan, bonding with Robin, Aina, Mara and Bea, having PBA talk with Mara, asking people to help and they did (thanks guys! ).

Training was crazy too! 1-7pm, cramming, HC changing a lot of stuff, painful arms.. and legs!, getting out of training as fast as we could, enjoying the fair for 3 and a half hours, wearing our jackets around, everyone looking at us (haha!), performing at 12 mn, not making a mistake (OH YES! ), kind of losing my voice, colleen not wanting to perform because .... HAHA!

3 and a half hours of enjoying the fair. Meeting up with Andrew right after training, ginving him my ticket , staying by the consequence booth with Budda, Jiv and Andrew, playing with my "prop" (haha!), Andrew writing on my wallet, Budda got Job, brother and sister forever (WAHAHAHA!), asking Job: "ball?", getting the warmest hug , met up with Patrick (my long lost best friend in prep!), hanging out with Pertee, Jiv and Budda, knowing about her (pertee's) painful past = having *toot* as a son, laughtrip moments with them, eating snocone, losing my voice, eating fries for dinner, watching bern dance!, hanging out with Rhon  --> THAT'S IT?! I thought I did more! Haha! Weird.  

I also saw Maraban, Maia and Maralla. Oh my! I'll be like them next year!! Just visiting the fair and not into the preparations! BOO.  Haha!

So Sick - Ne-Yo

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

Heather Headley - I Wish I Wasn't"

I'm home alone again
And you're out hangin with your friends
So you say
Somehow I know it's not quite that way
It's getting pretty late
And you haven't checked on me all day
When I
called you didn't answer
Now I'm feeling like your ignoring me
I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms

And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
it just ain't fair the way you treat me
No you don't
deserve me
Wasting my time thinking bout you when you ain't never gon change
I wish I wasn't in love with you so I
wouldn't feel this way

When you touch me my heart melts
And everything you did wrong I forgive
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love
that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that's why I'm so mad
Now I'm drowning in
disappointment
And it's hard for me to even look at you
And I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms
And
I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

[Bridge]
Said you care about me
But from what I see
I ain't feeling that
So I disagree
Gave you all my love
And understanding

And you're treating me like your enemy
So leave me alone
Don't want nothing from you
Just go back where you came from

This house is no longer your home
You are not welcome no no no more

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
Hear you knockin' at the door again
I'm wonderin' should I let you in
I open uo the door and see
The flowers for me
So
beautiful in your hand
Please stop begging me to take you back
I've always been a sucker for romance
And before you know
it I concede
You're all over me
Oh no here I go again
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me

Sorry.. I'm very into these two songs right now. Haha.

AWWW. Last club day today! BOO.

It was fun though.. We played this game.. It's hard to explain but the object of the game is that we had to collect all the pompoms that we could.. The catch is, all except 2 people in a group were blindfolded. It was crazy!! We were tied together pa!! Laughtrip! Carrie's wrist was hurt though because of the string. Boo. But our group won the game! 21 (or was that 22?) pompoms, baby! Yay! (Oh wait, that wasn't so hard after all. Haha) We didn't have to take a shot of that weird mixture Pia made with all sorts of stuff! Hahaha!

After that game, Pep had a surprise for the seniors. They had all the seniors blindfolded then they made us form a straight line. I was so FREAKING nervous! Then we waited for like 3 minutes or something then Pia shouted: "Ay, nevermind na lang! Take off your blindfolds na!" Then right when we did, all the uundergrads attacked us with cream cheese, icing and chocolate syrup. IT WAS VERY STICKY! Hahaha! Then we all ran after each other.. The other people must've thought we were wild people or something! It REALLY fun though! *We had a GREAT time, Pia! Great job! *

Then we had practice for chorale. I was so irritable coz I could smell the mixture of cream cheese, icing and syrup on my hair. It sucked. Boo. Haha!

Just 3 more weeks of studying then we're out of the convent. YESSSS.

My lower back hurts from last Friday's training. Yikes.

Shakespeare festival was great! It was very well-organized and we had a lot of fun. I liked the "All the World's a Stage" by Ana Valdes-Lim. But the best part was during the break.. Pata and Jiv's version of Romeo and Juliet.. IN CHINESE! Super laughtrip! If you want to see the video, go to my multiply. It is so worth your time man! Haha!

Training was fun.. We learned 2 new routines. The first one is just hard. I have to keep practicing it pa. Ohwel.

Less than a month before the ball and I don't have a dress yet.. I'm not having one made yet either. Crap. My mom kasi eh! Super excited.. She wants a really nice and bongga dress for me so we're having a hard time looking for a good designer and dress maker. Ohwel carousel.

My sister is turning 16 in 2 weeks and I super don't know what to give her.. I want to make it special since she's turning 16. Any ideas?

This week is yet another hell week.. UTs and training almost everyday. HAAAAY. God bless me.

Yell red, RED
Yell black, BLACK
Yell white, WHITE
AC WIN THIS FIGHT!
Move over
Step back
AC SPIRIT
You can't deny it
Split the V, dot that I, rock that C-T-O-R-Y!

After 5 loooooong years, we've got the gold again! YAHOO!!

I LOVE YOU AC PEP! WE KICKED MAJOR ASS YESTERDAY!

PROPS TO NIKKI RECTO AND NICA MENDEZ!

Congratulations to Hardcourt! Your stunts were amazing! Good thing I didn't forget my counting to stop and watch you! Haha! Simply amazing! Props to Robin, Char and Cam!

Lastly, thank you to all those who watched! Meg, Bern, Cas, Budda, Tina, Carlos and everyone else! My whole family came wearing red! SOLID! Haha! I love you all!