I had a good halloween. It started out bad coz I thought we weren't going to Tito Gene's place. My mom's such a weirdo. Haha! Then at around 4, when she was on her way home, she told us that we're going na pala... And that I might sleep over daw in Tito Gene's! Great right? I had to rush packing and getting dressed.

At around 630, we arrived in Millbrae. We all went straight to Tito Gene's room coz Joaqi was there. I made him laugh again! He kept making these sounds!! Like he was telling a story! Such a cutie.

I went down to get bbq when I saw this guy in black walking to his car. JOB! Haha! I didn't even recognize him at first coz he's SO dark. Surfer boy kasi eh!

During dinner, sila Job ate with us. Kunwari pang he ate na... Tss. We ate escargot otherwise known as kuhol. Haha! It was wild! Spicy!!  After dinner, Tito Raymund and Job did some magic tricks for us. Galing. Haha! Then we all just hung out.. We tried making this little bonfire in one of the streets but we failed coz the wood they found was wet. Ohwel.

Then we stayed on the bench in front of Tito's house. James and I were listening to Job's Ipod. I love it! It's freakin' 60 GB! He's got around 1900 songs already and he's got a long way to go before he fills it up! I love his songs too!! I swear.. When I get an Ipod, I'm seriously going to his house first to get songs from him. Haha!

We decided to hang out by the pool and just use speakers so everyone could listen to the songs. Senti moments, baby. Haha! We were there.. Jill (who has a big crush on Job, she's 5. Haha) kept hitting anyone who'd be near Job. Except me. Beh! Haha!

We stayed lang by the pool till we had to leave. That was around 3? I was buffet for the mosquitos! Ahhh!

Oh yeah, I finally saw the Little Dipper! Haha! Tet? Just kidding babe!

Slept till 12 nn today. Haha! Bum. My mom, sisters and I watched 3 movies straight earlier. Into the Blue (Oh gosh. Paul Walker and Jessica Alba are hott!), If Only (That was a sweet movie.) and Fever Pitch (Cute! ). I'm feeling the break! Haha! Labo.

Happy Birthday Miggyboy!

I bet he'll kill me after he sees this. Nyahaha!

It's the Miggy face!! Haha!

My ninong came with me to the LTO to get my license. Wheeeeee! I was so excited! Haha! I was up at 8 then we brought Madel and Jackie to Keena's for their meeting. Then we were off to the LTO.

It was crazy! There were a lot of people! Good thing my ninong knew someone from inside so she helped us. I had my picture taken already. And I bet it sucks. Nyahaha.

I also had this urine drug test. Good thing I didn't drink last night or else I would've failed. Kasama pala alcohol sa drug test? Haha.

Too bad I couldn't take the written test today.. There were just TOO many people! So I have to go back on Monday to take the test.. Then hopefully, I'll get my license na. Yay!

Oh yeah, Ninong Wak and I met someone new today. We met this guy named Joel. He was with his 17-year old son, who was applying for a non-pro license also. Damn. That Joel guy kinda has the same history as my dad. He worked in the States for 5 years, got lonely, went back to the Phil and is now studying Nursing. He's only 42. He really reminded me of my dad coz he's small and chubby too! Nyahaha! We also met his son, Anton (from Lasalle.. I think. Haha.) and his daughter, Maritoni (she's adorable. ).

I can't wait till Monday! I wanna driiiiiiiive!

We're going to the cementery tomorrow. I'm gonna see Joaqi/Quino! Yay!

Btw, my plan to be Miggy's last call last night backfired. He kept his phone in silent mode and left it by his PC. Pretty smart huh? Grrr. I was so badtrip! I stayed up for you, you bastard! Nyahaha.

Happy Birthday Megara!

I never knew that my great grand lolo (Lolo Osong) was a Major. I never knew that my great grand lola was a nurse. I never knew that Lolo Osong won the lottery that's why he retired as Major.

Oh my gosh. Everytime we go to the cementery, my sisters and I get to know our dead relatives more. Sounds kinda weird ei? Haha. This year, we found out a lot about my great grand parents' love story. Heehee.

As I said earlier, Lolo Osong was a Major and Lola Maceda was a nurse. You know the soldier falls in love with the nurse kind of story? Well... That's their story. Cute grabe! Then Lolo Osong resigned because they won the lottery... P50,000 in the 1950's. That's like P50 M today. Grar! They were filthy rich! They bought a ship (El City), land in Mindoro (near Puerto Galera) and lots of cars! Wooooow!

Their son, my Lolo Mauro became the president of their logging company. He got around P6000/month (which is like P600,000 today). My ninong found my lolo's diary and read it. One entry went something like this: "Got bored today so Letty (her sister) and I road the speedboat around *I forgot the place*. After that, I picked the kids up and brought them to the pier and we played around the ship (El City)... Blahblahblah." Exage! What a life!

Anyway...

I got my license today! Wahoo!! The written test was crazy... They practically gave me my score. Tsss. They did that to all I think. It only took each person around 20 minutes to finish the 40-item test. Grar.

My weight on my license is wroooooooong! Badtrip!

I'm freeeee! I can drive! Yay!

I didn't think it would turn out like this. I agree with Tina.

He could've just kept his mouth shut after saying that he was surprised. He didn't have to tell me that what I'm feeling is wrong. He didn't have to tell me that I don't have control over myself. He didn't have to tell me that guys wouldn't like a woman who doesn't have control.

Get over yourself. Get real.

People do fall for their friends. If it's his idea not to fall for friends then that's great for him.. But it's pretty normal.

He didn't have to ask who's fault it was that I f*cking fell for him. Pwedeng it's no one's fault? Gawd. How hard is it for you to see that FRIENDS DO FALL FOR FRIENDS! RELATIONSHIPS START THAT WAY KAYA! YOU DON'T JUST MEET SOMEONE THEN SUDDENLY YOU GUYS GET TOGETHER NA. THAT'S STUPID.

He didn't have to be a jerk and say that he was in a bad mood coz I was confusing him. Takte. If he reads our conversation again, he'll realize that he was in a good damn mood when we started talking. Lay off me. Godamnit.

What are the perks of falling for the jerk? NOTHING.

Maybe it was really planned that I talked to him last night.. Maybe it was a way of making me realize that I SHOULD STOP LIKING HIM. 7 months is a pretty long time to keep your feelings from someone. I didn't want to carry the burden anymore.

I told him, he was a jerk about it and now, I certainly don't like him anymore.

End of story.

How did we survive our childhood?
If you were a kid in the 50's, 60's, 70's or even early 80's ..how did you survive your childhood?

1 .- When we were growing up we never wore seatbelts in the car, cars didn't have airbags ... 

2 .- Riding on the back of a pick up truck was an adventure that we still remember! 

3 .- Our cribs were painted with bright colors (paint which was full of lead) 

4 .- We didn't have childproof medicine bottles, nor did our parents ever childproof our house  

5 .- When we rode our bikes we never wore a helmet. 

6 .- We would drink water from the faucet or from a hose in the backyard (not bottled water).

7 .- We didn't have cell phones , so our parents were never able to reach us (awesome) .

10 .- We would get scrapes, bruises, brake bones , lose teeth, but we would never sue for these accidents. 

11 .- We would eat cake, bread and butter, drink sugary drinks, and we weren't overweight because we were always outside playing 

12 .- Four of us would share a drink, we would all drink from the same bottle and that wasn't gross nor would anyone get sick. 

13.- We didn't have Playstations, Nintendo 64, X boxes, video games , cable TV with over 100 channels , VCR's , surround sound  , cellular phones  , computers  , online chatrooms  , instead we would have tons of FRIENDS 

16 .- Some of us weren't as bright as others but when one would get left back that was no big deal. They would not get taken to a psychologist, nor did they ever suffer from dyslexia, hyperactivity, ADHD, ADD, etc, they would simply repeat the grade until they passed. 

17 .- We had freedom  , mishaps,  , successes,  , responsibilities, and we would learn to deal with them. The question is...How did we survive?  and above all, to become the GREAT people that we are today? 

HAHAHA! This is SO true!

Happy Birthday Tina Pie!

Hope you're having a great day!

I look bangag in this picture! Hahaha!

I love our crazy, silly secrets.

I've had a very stressful week.. AND WEEKEND! Its sucks, I know. I haven't had decent rest!

Friday:

During dismissal, Pata and I looked for Madel. We were gonna call her so that we could leave for Glorietta already. She didn't tell us that she had this Eco-Marshall thing so she couldn't leave at 4. Eh Pata was gonna meet Ms. Gail (?) at 4. So Pata asked Madel if we could leave her na lang in school... Next thing I know, Madel was bitching at Pata! It was so embarassing! She was literally giving us the "talk to the hand" crap. Urgh! Sorry Pata!

ANYWAY... We went to Glorietta and went to Interior Design Options. We waited till around 445 till Ms. Gail came. Pata talked to her about stuff. (I'm not allowed to tell eh. Heehee!) Then we went back to San Lo. I told Pata that I'll drive her around San Lo and pass by *toot*'s house. So when we got back in San Lo, I drove and stopped in front of his house. HAHAHA! Pata's laughtrip moment! Then we went around lang and went back to AC.

Pata: "Am I your first victim?"

Marj: "Oh yes. Get ready to die. Hahaha! Just kidding! "

Saturday:

I didn't get to do anything I wanted to do that day. I WAS SO PISSED! First, I couldn't watch Bern's performance coz my mom told me that I'm always out daw and we should save gas. Wth? I don't go out na nga that much eh! Grar. Then I didn't get to go to Shoot Me. Same reasons why. Lastly, we were supposed to watch Four Brothers. We were all set, I dressed up na then when I went down, ready to leave, my mom told us that we won't watch na lang daw coz she said: "Ayoko ng Four Brothers. Puro itim sila eh." WTH?? Ano siya? Racist? MY GOLLY.

Oh yeah, since I was at home the WHOLE FREAKIN day, I just did my first draft and yes, I'm done. Yay for that!

Sunday:

Woke up at 8 to get ready for the AC game. I ended up delaying my bath till around 9 coz I was playing with my baby cousin, Joaqi. He's the most adorable being in the world!

I left my house at around 930, arrived at Jiv's by 10. We left right away coz we had to drop off something in Market Market! We arrived in San Beda Alabang at around 11:15 and the game started already. We kept shouting and cheering for AC. Haha! Kahit kami lang ni Jiv yung nandun. AC won! 51-20something. Yay! Tambak! Heehee.

Mariana: "Thanks for watching our game! Where's the rest of your squad?"

Marj and Jiv: "Us lang! Hahaha!"

I feel so guilty na because of Budda. She was SO happy when we watched their game earlier. Jiv and I shall watch na everytime it's in Makati or somewhere near the area. Layo kasi ng Alabang eh. Love you, Budda pao!

Done incubating my paper... I shall ask help from people to edit it. Wanna help?

Things that makes someone feel good:

1. Falling in love. - Uhh. Haha. No comment.

2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. - Abs na 'to mehn! Haha!

3. A hot shower.

4. No lines at the supermarket.

5. A special glance. - Only from a certain someone. HAHAHA

6. Getting mail.

7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. - I'm starting to appreciate this.

8. Hearing your favourite song on the radio. - Oh I always love this!

9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.

11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry).

12. A bubble bath.

13. Giggling. - Once again... ABS!

14. A good conversation. - I love just sitting down with my friends and talking about anything under the sun!

15. The beach - Paradise!

16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.

17. Laughing at yourself.

18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you - I so wish....

19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. - I miss these!!

20. Running through sprinklers.

21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.

22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.

23. Laughing at an inside joke - Tina and I always have inside jokes. Nyahaha!

24. Friends. - Simply put.

25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.

26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.

27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).

28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. - I love it when I find old friends and get to know them again! Haha! I re-met my first best friend ever! Hey buddy!

29 Playing with a new puppy.

30. Having someone play with your hair.

31. Sweet dreams. - Ohhhh... Dreams! Diba Tina and Pata? Haha.

32. Hot chocolate.

33. Road trips with friends. - I love roadtrips!! We should have more, guys!

34. Swinging on swings.

35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger. - Kiliiiiig! Nyahaha!

36. Making chocolate chip cookies.

37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.

38 Holding hands with someone you care about.

39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.

40. Watching the __ expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.

41. Watching the sunrise.

42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.

43 Knowing that somebody misses you. - I love this feeling! Hahaha!

44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.

45. Knowing you've done the right thing,no matter what other people think.

Oh yes! Congratulations, seniors! We all survived the hell week! Props to us!

ANYWAY...

I've had a very stress-free weekend. I love it! Haha! Got to rest, SHOP and read Cosmo books. Yahoo!

I forgot to make kwento... I DROVE HOME LAST THURSDAY!!! From San Lo to San Juan! Woohoo!!

I can't remember anything about the past week except for Thursday's highlight and EVERYTHING about my paper. GRAR.

I'll shall write again when there's something more interesting in my head other than my research paper.

What a stupid question ei? Of course no one knows when they're gonna die. Even those in coma don't know the exact date when they'll die.

Colleen had a dream last night. She was in Hong Kong Disneyland. She was having a great time till she got a text daw from someone... "Marj passed away." I couldn't remember her exact words but I remember her telling me that when she got home daw from HK, she went to my wake and even saw my casket. How specific. People in my wake daw weren't mourning.. They were more of shocked.

The worst thing about it is when Colleen said that her family might go to HK for the Christmas break. Oh Lord.

Made me think on the way home... (I drove again, btw. ) What will happen kaya if I pass away? *knocks on wood* Sheht. Freak-of-nature.

On a lighter note, Ria and I super bonded today. Kuya Roy came at 410 na! If I knew, I would've gone with Jiv, Tina and Aina to watch HP. Tsss. Thanks to Madel, we had to wait till 5 before we headed home. But it was fine coz I stayed with Ria and Roxy the whole time. It's great talking to them. When we were waiting for Madel, my sisters wanted me to drive them around San Lo. Haha. How funny. So  I did. When I got back, I saw Ria walking. She was on her way to the gym. I offered to drive her there. Naks. Hahaha!

I wanna drive Tina around too!! Hehe.

I saw a picture of someone last night.. I was depressed. Why do you have to be so damn hot? Demmit. Haha.

I got this from Sarah..

As soon as u get online...whos name do you look for first? when a slow song comes on the radio-whose face comes to your mind first?when you hear your phone ringing... who do u hope it is callin?whose name makes your heart skip a beat???..

I only have one person in mind.... Hahaha! Just kidding.

I am now LSS again with Javier's Crazy. It's such a feel-good song.

"I get a little bit crazy, baby.. Everytime you call my name. Heart beats a little bit faster after you are in my arms again.... Can't find the words to explain it. Crazy how I fall.. Everytime you call my name."

Yawzah!

The past 2 nights have been very interesting... The picture's bogus! Camera angle lang pala eh! Nyahahaha! Then him saying sorry to me?? HAHAHA. Yun lang.

I CANNOT wait till Christmas break! Ate Jessie, come home na! Please? Haha.

Job Wi! I miss you! But you still suck for that maze thing! See you soon!

It's final.. I can't perform during the intrams. Our interview is at 7am daw.. But I bet we'll be called to the window at 12noon pa. Tsss. US Embassy. Grar. I really really REALLY want to perform!! Whah.

Pray for our interview ah! December 13 na.. 7am.

I'm starting to accept the fact that there's a BIG possibility that we'll get our dependent's visa already. I'm actually excited. I wanna see my dad na eh! But I still don't want to leave... I love the Philippines eh! Haaaay.

I'm SO allowed to Bora already! YAY! My mom talked to my dad early today and he asked for the amount I'll be needing! Yahoo!! He was asking coz he promised me na daw! Woohoo!! Haha. I can't stop smiling. Bora na 'to!

The fog, the flowers, the people, the house, the comfy bed.. Everything was great! I had a great time!

Friday night was very interesting.. Meg and Bern were calling me pala. Too bad I was asleep already. Missed the action. Nyahaha.

Had to be up by 3am.. Left for Baguio by around 430am. Long car ride... Too many stop overs. Grar. Arrived at our place ng mga 130 na. Exage. Haha. We rested for a while then left for lunch-dinner. We ate Japanese. Mmmmm.

I won't go into detail na bout the trip.. Because it was composed of driving, sleeping, walking, shopping, eating and camwhoring. Hahaha. go to my multiply for pictures.

We left Baguio at around 3pm. We passed by La Union first to swim.. But I got lazy to swim so I just took pictures. Haha. We left LU at 7pm. Looooong trip home. Arrived Manila at 12mn. Good thing I was able to sleep in the car so I had the energy to do our MDG proposal and read through my paper.. Oh! And to study Math. Haha.

I went online to get Sec 2's proposal.. Which Pair didn't send to me. Ohwel. But then Noch was online so he kept me company while doing the proposal. Too bad he got disconnected... He ended up calling me na lang. Haha! He kept me up. Thanks Noch.

Tuesday- Orals started today. Grar. Good thing I wasn't called. I was too nervous to talk in front of her and the class. I would've broke down. Hahaha. She was scary. I wish my orals will go well. Yikes. Pray for me.